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now i know why she asked us whether we knew how to pin the badge, the day is getting closer. ):
I feel like killing myself. ): how could it be 9 april??)): its too early, we haven't done so many things! ): why why tell me why. D: yu ting come and talk to me please. ): i'm going be dehydrated on that day. ): i can't stop those tears. D: we love you forever. ): please don't ever go. ): 3 activities left. lets show them what we've got. ): Could it be days? ): I don't even know. I hope they won't leave . ): Should i take double science?? My parents say double science is enough. Maybe phy + chem ss + geog + lit? I must work for it man. yu ting don't be emo!! you can rant to me!~ Sorry, but we love you , so much that i can't use any word to express it. Broken hearts and last goodbyes, restless nights But lullabies helps to make this pain go away I realize I let you down Told you that I'd be around I'm building up the strength just to say I'm Sorry For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep It's on me, This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay But you're already on your way Filled with sorrow, filled with pain Knowing that I am to blame For leaving your heart out in the rain And I know you're gonna walk away And leave me with the price to pay Before you go I wanted to say that I'm I'm Sorry For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep It's on me, This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay But you're already on your way Can't make it alive on my own But if you have to go, Then please girl, just leave me alone 'Cause I don't want to see You and me going our separate ways I'm begging you to stay If it isn't too late I'm Sorry For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep It's on me, This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay But you're already on your way But your already on your way how i wish time could go back to the past. then we would all save some tears. i suck big time. maybe i'm just an useless cadet! ): who cares about you getting 9th in cross country, as if thats going to help you improve your armpower. it is our fault. woooooooooooooo. next week is a really stressful week. D: about 4 - 5 tests?? and april 30th is the first paper. i must do well this time . its time to buck up. get well soon fuyu!! she called eng loon this morning and she was like ' MY EYES SWOLLEN. SHOULD I GO TO SCHOOL?' but in the end she didn't la . and she told me she spent 120 dollars at the hospital for her stupid AFFECTED EYE in msn. then i was like laughing la. cos it was INFECTED. affected. haw haw haw. :D FUYU YOU BETTER COME BACK TO SCHOOL , if not I , THIAM JIA HUI WILL BE DAMN LONELY. and will talk to my pencil box again. -.- so lonely today okay!! DD: but wen wen went to sit beside me and she talked some crap. and i sprayed deo on joyce. and she was damn pissed. fuyuuuuu!!!! come back horh. if not i will be damn emo la. then i cannot disturb you!! and POKE YOU WITH MY UMBRELLA. HAHAHAHHAHA wen wen and grace the gorillas are damn funny. i saw :):):) in school todayyyy at G block carpark there coming down the slope! wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. i think nicole and hafizah saw her too! :DDDDDDDD MEAN WEN WEN YOU OWE ME A LOT OF MONEY. GOT INTEREST HOR. YOU STUPID BANANA. and STOP BUYING YOUR PINEAPPLE!!! i feel disappointed la. D: you should have seen how she went into the rain to get our bottles D: wen wen and eng loon cried in the mrt today just because of that. ): i don't know why. OOOOO just refuse to do what they are told . ( you should know ) camp was fun. :) loved the games. ghost walk was super funny haw haw haw. :D nicole clinged on to me okay! ;D and doing armdrills were the best! :D amber's umbrella hit my head. )): stupid banana !!! hahahahahhahaa. oh no. the knife just pierced into my head. hahhahahahahahha they're going to rod soon ): we have to show some standard. ): ): ): this road is not your grandfather's one! ( laughs!!! ((((: she rockszxzxzxzxz ) and pang sai went to say ' its my grandmother's one' wen wen , pang sai and me burst into laughter okay. omgomg damn funny. :D i'm so nervous D: there's going to be camp tomorrow and I'm having the camp blues. D: I'm so worried for orienteering. omgomgomg D: hope camp is fun and i hope :):):) will come although she hasn't fully recovered. D: pang sai and the rest hope there will be ghost walks at night since its a fun camp. i hope so! :) i hope i won't be a tired bear after camp. D: i hope we will do well . we must!!!! JIAYOU ALPHA 2 incredible yu ting's blog is so funny :D like i've said above, my tpc is failing on me, so no photos of today :( Incredible Moo loves to run, she's dragging me every where today just to plan a running route for the whole of Alpha2. HAHA, in the end we're only running tmr -.- I bet she's going to cry if we ended up not running the fabulous route she planned! haha don't forget, WE PLANNED IT TGT!! you also horh! stupid banana! push the blame to me. haw haw. ;D sorry i didn't make it down today if not I could have scared our part!! DD: how was the run?? :D WOOO! :D celebrated pang sai's birthdayyyy in the canteen with her disgusting $28 cake!! SERIOUS. DID YOU SEE THE DOCO?? its like IHDSIUHSDFUEQINEDCF. so messy. !!! happy birthday pang sai! ;D love ya!!! fuyu was damn pissed until she cried today cos she's the one that bought the cake and yet she was late to sing the birthday song!!! DD; this morning right, i ask eng loon to meet me at g block the slope there at 7.30 ( but i reached at 6.30) jTHEN I SAW THIS CAR COMING DOWN THE SLOPE. and of course i thought it was eng loon's car. so i WAS WAVING WAVESSSSSSSSS TO THE CAR. THEN INSIDE GOT NO PASSENGER -.- damn paiseh. DDD: anyway. went to train up armpower and me and yu ting planned the road for our morning run :D GET WELL SOON ;D LOVE YA with conflict, comes change, comes bondness get well soon :) i just prayed for you. something from part blog that i couldn't help laughing about. eng loon said : Hence, I will not do an attendance list for you even if you are on the verge of dying. I will not care because if you're dying you won't be texting/calling me. And even if you beg or bribe me, I will still refuse. Yes, I will refuse even if you claim that your brother is in the hospital due to dengue, your father just got AIDS and your mother just got breast cancer and is chopping off one boob right now. as she was pissed with some people , you know who, that always ask eng loon to do the attendance list. -.- its damn hilarious esp the boob. LOL. get well soon :):):) will make it a point to wish her for the FASTEST recovery on earth. we bless you. i pray for you each night. (:  to make the rest jeluzzz. ^^  chiang mai airport!! ;D with NICOLE LIZARD! today is a very sad day. because yu ting went to complain to me about ^^ that happened in part blog. D: incredible don't sad la. D: if not i will be sad too. then i will die. ): ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ get well get well. :D will wish you a get well soon to her everyday until the day she recovers. hello bananas/ :) took 2 videos of wen wen and fuyu fooling around!! :D will post it someday. went home with wen wen , fuyu, eng loon. while walking out we saw her! ( heng i recognised that jacket if not we wouldn't have got to see her!) get well soon ! wen wen , fuyu , eng loon and me were like standing opposite the bus stop just to see her! we miss her very much! D: she was looking in our direction! hope she saw us! D: get well soon , we love you :D played train with wen wen during lscep after trying out fireworks. wen wen is super heavy. i tried to pull her BUT SHE WAS JUST TO FAT. D: school ended at 12.30 today because the teachers got holiday. -.- there was no armpower training today!!! we did OUR OWN TRAINING. pang sai, see yun , fuyu and pranilla went to run ( the challenge quest training route , up the slope) while me and eng loon timed them. after that we did 40 push ups while the others slacked on the bench. -.- wen wen didn't even come. going back to school everyday. alpha 2 want to meet up on wednesday to practice drills? :D part blog : ( written by yu ting. STUPID PENGUIN. heheh. incredible yu ting!!!) Tuesday after drama lessons. Wednesday haven't decide what time. but i think in the morning better, not hot you know. Tuesday: run the canal if back gate is opened, if not we run around the parade sq, unless you all want the slope. Wednesday: Slope for sure. No changing. Let's test our limits okay, There will be armpower trainings (by ourselves) for this two days. And of coz not to forget, marching drills and arm drills practice. so remember to bring your boots, slacks and long umbrellas, yes you need to wear pe shorts coz you're running unless you want to do that with your slacks. Which is a very not recommended, later your butt catch fire. FIRE :D And about part notebook, i think it be best if we can get it before camp, but anyways, it is $2.05 for that. And, please pay up for those who haven't. Those who lent money ya better pay too. If not the nice Awesome Elny's money hunter Fu Euu come and stalk you to death. You won't like it, yes? And do come down for the trainings/ part outing coz we are going to discuss abou camp stuff. And yes after training we can go else where. Oh yeah, not to forget venue is in school for training! SO, SEE YA ALL ON EITHER OF THOSE DAYS. those who pinky-sweared with me, you better don't go back on your words, later i ROFC (roll on the floor and cry -ty taught me). HAHA. ps/ Elny remember our big action plannnnnn~ aw man. i pinky- sweared to yu ting. -.- have to go down. i have to go down EVERYDAY!! wahh is the plan the PLAN?? you know ^^ you know ^^ anyway to :):):) , get well soon !!! we miss you alot. ); omg/ D: rod is coming soon. D: D: i can just cry thinking about it. DDD: i don't want them to leave us. not yet. )): those lovely badges. :D camp postponed to next friday. :D stupid pang sai and fuyu were complaining like some big fat pigs. I am happy today! - have a new blue mechanical pencil - ate a lot of food - got my 4 dustcovers from beach road ( THANKS BIG HEAD) - got my ball of cotten twine - got my solid fuel! :D sad news - stomach upset. D: yay. i think i should start packing for camp! :D I'm quite worried for myself. D: i must be strong during camp. I MUST I MUST. ): i will try to do my best and not slack. ): i hope i don't report sick . I hope i can survive camp. ): i get home sick easily. DDD: please bless me god. D: i hope i do well. thats my aim. :) camp blues... yet a little excited ! crazy rashes. ): i don't know what to do now. D: my sister is so awesome!!! :D YAY. i love my sister. yayeee i went to her blog!! and im feeling really sad and depressed now cus i miss my sister. i didnt know how much that little moo meant to me until she left for thailand this afternoon. i am such a terrible sister, im always taking her for granted. i rmb all the times i pushed away away when she came to ask me for help (math and science hw) i am such an idiot omggggg! i just went to her blog and saw what she wrote: "i will miss , my family ( JLAY!!!).....not to mention my sister JLAY for helping me with maths and science. THANK YOU JLAY. good luck for econs. (((((: will play yrm, orm, rrm, prm AND THE FAMOUS BRM with you!! :D" yrm, orm brm rrm and prm are all cute stuffed toys btw. omggggggggggggg she is so sweet and im such an asshole and i promise i will love her forever wholeheartedly for the rest of my life! have fun and take care sis I LOVE YOU! (: I LOVE YOU TOO JLAY!! :D my bubble bee j2 sister. :D ahyo damn funny the thailand trip!!!! :D i miss thailand so much. i know you people very jeluzzzz because thailand is so awesome. hehe. :D briefly tell you what happened la. go to nicole's lj for pictures and see my retarded faces... http://againstfaith.livejournal.com/53423.html#cutid1 heheheheheh. :D first day... went to changi airport T2 reached at 11.30 , ate mee siam ( YAYEEE) and went to SAKAE SUSHI. hahahaha then went to go counter 8 and met everyone... got our passports then went to give the check in luggage. hehehe. ;D hugged my family then went to take the plane. SILKAIR LEH. ;D super smooth landing. ate chicken rendang on the plane. and me and joyce were laughing like some crazy banana and camwhore a bit. -.- i always get window seat YAYEEE. :D then reached chiang mai. :D took 15 minutes to OMGOMGOMGOMG raming lodge ( i swear. there were ghosts) checked in. hotel room DAMN SCARY. the wardrobe CANNOT CLOSE. then went down for dinner. ( super scared now) our room was er.. 3_ _ . forgot already. i paired with geraldine. ( poor thing. ) then after dinner, went to NIGHT shopping yeah. :D then got so many mosquitoes la!! D: then i bought a lot of elephants for alpha 2 :D got some crazy guy damn high . went to say WO AI NI to like all the passer-bys. VERY SCARY . went back to hotel. THEN i made geraldine wait in the toilet for me to bathe BECAUSE IT WAS JUST TOO SCARY. hehe. :D called her 100 times at night because i kept hearing sounds!!! then got one time , i was like GERALDINE!!! GERALDINE!!! 'eh eh can spray into the grass right?' HUH. repeats 'can spray into the grass right?' ??? bet she was sleep talking. -.- will update more days. i'm following wen wen's crap saying ' yayeeeeee' lolololol. :D nicole, diana and me shared money for our NCOs' presents from thailand. quite ex lorh. D: shall surprise them on monday. ARH. i hate my rashes. stupid penicillin. -.- its life threatening!! D; i hope i don't die. rashes look like moquito bites. buT ARE HUGE AND FAT AND POKA DOTTED. damn disgusting. :D nicole , diana went to my hotel room in thailand to do push ups and the side thing. then the stupid nicole and diana just left without completing the set !!! hehe. thailand trip was fantastic went to thailand hospital halfway while painting because a rusty pin scratched my leg. D: went to eat antibiotics but got rashes. D: |