HELLO EVERYONE.

today i heard from somewhere that ships from NK are heading towards us( it was detected) and is suspected of having weapons inside. omg then i rmb studying the stupid history , chapter 6 ABOUT THE WAR. omg the banana notes and all the food rationing and the lack of housing then people die. then got the what kempeitai thing then kill here kill there. D: oh my mama. i don;t want to die. I HAVENT GROW TALL. i havent become successful yet!! i havent done enough good deeds! i havent buy a new camera I HAVENT DO SO MANY THINGS. i havent been treasuring every single moment of my life. omggg and i asked eng loon : if i die one day will you cry
AND SHE SAID YES.

and maybe one day , maybe not in our era , will have ww3!!! OMGGG. then the history will repeat. SINGAPORE IS JUST ONE SMALL RED DOT , one bomb then BOM BOM BOMMMMM .

and what happens if there is not enough food ? i will die! and my sister was like : is that all you can think of.
well apparently yes.
BUT STILL , I HAVENT DO ANYTHING BIG IN MY LIFE EXCEPT PSLE. omg i'm such a stupid pigface. I MUST TREASURE LIFE AND LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST. I WILL APPRECIATE EVERYTHING. even eng loon's singing on msn.

OH MY. and I STILL REMEMBER THE CLAY MARBLE how the person , ( i forgot who is it chnay? eh nono its not ) WHO STEPPED ON THE LAND MINE AND LOST THE LEGS. then if one day i get separated from my family like DARA then I DONT DARE TO MOVE AND BE STRONG ( AND FIND FAMILY ) BECAUSE

NUMBER 1 : I HAVE NO CLAY MARBLE. i repeat I HAVE NO CLAY MARBLE. jantu DIED alr , and i will have to make my own clay marble. but my art is crap, and the marble will be some rectangle or triangle . and i can imagine myself sitting by the stone beam thinking : * stares at triangle clay substance , " is this enough to give me strength? I DONT THINK SO."

NUMBER 2 : IF I RUN RUN RUN then i step on a land mine then my legs will be gone . touch wood!! then i have to use my arms only to drag myself BUT WHAT HAPPEN IF WHEN I DRAG MYSELF WITH MY HANDS , and LAND ON A LANDMINE , then i would some disgusting red substance. ew. D ;

NUMBER 3 : NO FOOD , NO WATER , NO ENERGY , NO FATS , NO MOTIVATION TO MOVE ON.

my sister tells me that : you must have the strength to move on , even if some bear come and eat you up , you must not die till you really die. <--- this wasn't her exact sentence she said one whole para , but i summarise.

and all this led me thinking ,
I AM A VERY VERY VERY LUCKY PERSON. ALL OF YOU ARE, YOU ARE SITTING IN FRONT OF A COMPUTER AND ON A CHAIR ( i suppose. maybe table?)
and whenever you feel hungry , you can top up your food! i don't know about you , but i always do so.

SO PEOPLE WHO ARE READING THIS , TREASURE YOU LIFE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE.

I THINK THIS IS A WAKE UP CALL. i MUST WARN THE REST!!